irritating
i hate my freaking cough.din go to sch. wow. missed my econs test. n now miss wong will think im a slacker. as usual.
fuck. i have been workin real hard.
it doesnt seem enuff.
my grades for the term is already like confirmed n i hope my parents wont freaking kill me.
worse of all they havta meet the teachers.
i bet i will get rave reviews.
fuck. but i have been seriously studying doing my work n all dat effing shit.
so.
im still a slacker amidst my classmates who all at least look hardworking.
i shld start wearing my thick purple specs ta sch tie my hair up wear my skirt long n freaking scare the shit outta the teachers so they finally can see that im actually studying.
i hate everything now as it is.
it seems like the hope of me gettin into uni is so damn freaking small.
n now my parents hopes will b dashed n all when they meet the teachers. like double wow. n then they will start all the pshyco shit.
stop my freaking cough now n giv me more memory space in my brain please.
grumbles.
or u might as well kill me. n at least make it painless please.
so where is the passion when you need it the most
